Wow what a summer!!!

Gee wiz, I think someone forgot to mention to me that school starts in like a week. Alright so it's actually a little bit more than a week, but still the summer is pretty much gone!!! I don't want it to end, ecspecially now. If only there were just a few more weeks of summer-time-freedom left I would be over joyed. I'm so happy right now, but I'm a little upset since my happiness may be short lived. Why am I so happy you may be asking yourself. Well, to be honest it's an extrememly long and tremendously confusing story, but I do believe now would be a perfect time to share it with all of you. So you may just want to sit back and relax. Perhaps it may even be a good idea if you run go grab a snack and a soda and get extremely confortable. I'll be right here waiting when you get back. So go on, pop a bag of popcorn or whip up a sandwich.

Alright lets go all the way back to May, Memorial Day weekend to be exact. My dear friend Hillary and I had ventured to West Washington for their graduation so we could see our friend Josh graduate. Afterwards we were invited to a party and of course we decided to go. So while we were at the party we were all just hanging out and Josh's friend Blane started talking to me and asking me some very odd questions, questions that truthfully were very rude, and I told him so, but he continued with it. The next night we went back out to the same place for another little shin-dig, and would you believe it but Blane continued with the questions. But this time he was a lot nicer about it. So we actually talked this time and we talked for a few weeks after that. We talked a lot. And eventually we started "seeing eachother". And I thought I was happy. Someone actually liked me and wanted to be with me and spend time with me. I thought I cared for him too, but as we continued to see eachother I very quickly realized that I didn't return his feelings. And as hard as it was for me I had to tell him. So I told myself I was a big brave dog and broke up with Blane. I should have known things weren't going to work from the beginning. We're completely different people, completely and totally different. And there were so many things about him that drove me absolutely insane. I mean one day I went over to his house, and he knew I was coming over. Infact he's the one that asked me to come over. So when I show up, there he sits in a chair in his boxers!!! And he's all like, "hey babe! Come sit and watch this movie with me." I knew at that moment that I didn't want to be around this kid anymore. But the thing is Blane told me he loved me. I was afraid to brake up with him because I didn't know how he would react. I mean what if he did something stupid. I would feel so guilty and responsible if that happened. So I turn to my bud Josh for advice. He's also Blane's best friend. So Josh and I discuss it and after talking to him I knew that I just had to brake it off. Josh said he'd be crushed but he never really saw us together either, and he didn't know why we were. So the I was talking to josh about everything we headed out to hang out with Hillary and his cousin Zack so that we were away from Blane. On the way out Josh rode with Zack and Hillary and while they were driving, Josh turns to Hillary and says, "Man this whole thing with Kayla and Blane is a really sticky situation." So Hillary asked why and Josh said, "Because I really like Kayla." Then Hillary tells him that I still like him. Which is completely true. I've liked Josh since before Christmas. I had just given up on us ever being together when Blane were together, but I still was really attracted to him. I mean whenever we were together we talked about everything. I felt like he was my best friend. We always had the best time. Like I went to Vincenness with him and Hillary and while Hill was taking tests and stuff, Josh and I spent the whole day running around goofing off. We even got lost and wound up in Illinois. It was such a great day. And on the way home it was just Josh and I and we talked about everything. He actually cares about what I have to say. Which is awesome compared to Blane. All he ever wanted to do was waller all over me. He was extremely shallow about that. So anyway, Josh was telling Hillary that he liked me and she told him that I like him and he got really excited. After he left that night Hill told him and I got so excited, and then later that next night he called and told me he really liked me and cared about me and thought of me as his best friend too. How excited was I? Pretty darn excited. But Josh and Blane were best friends too, so we didn't know what to do, and I didn't know what to expect from him either. So i figured I'd just wait things out and see where they went. The next day I got the guts to split ties with Blane. He took it pretty well, but he was really crushed. So that night I hang out with Josh and Hillary and our other friend Johnny Freeman. Totally out of the blue Josh grabs my hand!!! Woot woot horray for Kayla!!! We talked and joked and had a really great time, and when he went to leave he kissed me!!!!!!! I about melted. Then two days after that he came over to the house to swim and he hung out later that night. I'm so happy, but worried about hurting Josh and Blane's friendship. But this is what I've wanted for so long. I hope this all works out. Josh does goes off for school in mid-August, but we really care about eachother. And I'm so happy.

Well, I hope that wasn't too boring. And I hope it all made sense. I suppose that's enough of my life for now. I'll share more as it progresses.